Something in your eyes
Makes me want to cry
Throw my hands up in defeat
And slash my wrists, once again
Oh infatuation!
But the integrity
And the godliness
In those same eyes
Empowers me to hold onto Jesus
And you at the same time
Oh how I love you so
And I know you love me too
They say you're gay
And I'm a stalker
But they don't know shit
When they say you don't love me
It makes me feel so hurt and angry
I want to stab them all
But to feel better, I think of Jesus
And the love we share
And the pills they're forcing me to take
I hate it here in the hospital
The nurses are so mean
They laugh at me and say I'm crazy
Fuck them, they're all whores